Lessons

Bitch I'm barely seventeen the world been ending my whole life
Yeah the rapture come and look for me and guess what it will find
I'll be sitting there doing my nails and biding time
It's like 2021 just existing is traumatic
Yeah I'm over the dramatics there's no need to compromise
In this nation full of stars and this flag full of lies
The only thing that saves me is the gun I can't find
Well that and the fact I got a bullet proof mind
But that's just a running theory need to test it one time
I need to test it one time

Teach me everything you know
Beat it into me
Teach me everything you know
I need more empathy

I swear to go all my homies struggling
Suicide has painted my adolescent conversations
From my exes to my newly met friends
They got that in common I wanna move from Texas to heaven
I love the addiction I'm above getting fixed
Fuck the drama and receipts bro and fuck your favorite bitch
No she ain't cool anymore get your phone out my face
I always make sure that my shoes stay laced
Cause you never know when you gon' have to run away
From everyone you once loved yeah that's the lesson I was paid

If I can't save myself then I ask why why should I even be alive
If I can't save myself from being blind why should I leave the headlights

Double back another couple back I'll stuff it in the double duffle bag and triple double that
Meaning I've been knowing going back is a troubled fad
But if I cut you off I don't know if you can stubble that

Lesson taught
Lesson learned
It's too late
Now you burned
Lesson taught
Lesson learned
It's too late
Now you burned
Lesson taught
Lesson learned
It's too late
Now you burned
Lesson taught
Lesson learned
It's too late
Now you burned
L-E-S-S-O-N-L-E-A-R-N-E-D
L-E-S-S-O-N-L-E
Now you burned

If I don't care for myself why should others care for me
I don't know, that's a fucked up question
I guess they just lack empathy
I've just really stopped caring