Madman

I just feel like I don't have time for anything anymore
Winning's all that's on my mind now
I'm sorry I can't hang
Driving myself insane
Been trying to find my lane for oh so long
Believing in myself
Don't need nobody's help
I'll sit inside alone and work like a madman
Cause the clock is always ticking'
I had a premonition
On my double oh seven shit now I'm on a mission
And I've been done sitting down, wanna stack
Keeping flames lit, I don't got a minute to slack
At the point where I can't turn back
Shuffle thoughts like a deck of cards
I've come really far
But have I come far enough for the time put in
I still shine, need to keep these thoughts out of my mind
They're eating me alive
Cause they're eating me alive
And I'm so sorry I'm
I'm sorry I can't hang
Driving myself insane
Been trying to find my lane for oh so long
Believing in myself
Don't need nobody's help
I'll sit inside alone and work like a madman
Yeah
On the outside it looks all good
But inside, well if I could paint a picture I would
I'm overthinking everything that I do
By the time I go to bed I can't sleep
I've been stuck in a rooze
I don't need affirmation
Don't tell me that I'm okay
I need a therapist but do not have the time in a day
My schedule too packed, and even when I'm behind
I still shine gotta keep these thoughts out of my mind
They're eating me alive
Cause they're eating me alive
And I'm so sorry I'm
I'm sorry I can't hang
Driving myself insane
Been trying to find my lane for oh so long
Believing in myself
Don't need nobody's help
I'll sit inside alone and work like a madman