Bad Thoughts

Today is not a good day
Maybe tomorrow will be even worse
Than I could ever believe
Wanna talk about yesterday
If I fell hitten my head down
I’d feel better than how I’m feeling now

A lot of things
To push me down
A lot of people let me down
Stuck in a cage
Like an inmate
I run in circle thinking over

All my bad thoughts
And my regrets
All the things that I could have said
But I never had the strength
I never had the courage
I think how would be
Living differently
Watching down to the ground
But with no misery
Looking myself in the mirror without mercy
If only anyone would
Tell me that I’m worthy

I won’t even try to fight
I let them win hands down just giving up
Before to start
You know what I feel right now
As if all around me was in the moment
Before falling falling apart

A lot of things
To crush me down
A lot of people tear me down
Stuck in this cage
Like an inmate
Keep run in circle thinking over

All my bad thoughts
And my regrets
All the things that I could have said
But I never had the strength
I never had the courage
I think how would be
Living differently
Watching down to the ground
But with no misery
Looking myself in the mirror without mercy
If only anyone would
Tell me that I’m worthy

Same place, same home, same steps waiting
Forward, same doors, same eyes staring
My words come out loud and slowly
My voice is calling your name
A cry for help no one’s hearing
I’m fading as all my chances
Don’t let them come down with me
Don’t let them come down with me
Another day is ending
The ceiling stops to trembling
I think I’m going to sleep
Yeah I think I’m going to sleep