the girl who never shows her face

When my friends don't wanna see me
Who can blame them, why try keep 'em
'Cause at best I'm an insufferable disgrace
I'd like to like where it all comes from
But the spillage burns so much
I end up wishing it just went back whence it came
There's a shame in me
Yeah, I know where it came from
I know better and I barely do the "holding my pain in"
It's the catholic in me I thought died when I would not confirm
Now there's no god in me to take part of the burn
I don't take no for an answer
Least not lightly or with grace
Sometimes mother and sisters say
That I will never change my ways
Wherever I am now
I know that it's a better place
But to my inner world
They prefer a girl who never shows her face