Bumpy

[Verse 1]
Life's been a very bumpy road, traveling alone
People around me were just faces
I don't have any place to go, nowhere to run or hide
But my closet, now I've lost it
Crying in the dark since only it will embrace me
I'm crazy, you can see don't need a PhD
If you had one I'd probably ask for more pills
All these doctors quacks, mom is trying to pay the
Bills
Like Drake, topping all the charts with his ballads
I was calling for help,turning wild like a mallard
Wish everything was like water off a duck's back
But my brother was crying, we didn't have enough
Snacks
Didn't have enough racks to pay for food
My mom turned to WIC and she turned to a wicca
Day by day my momma was getting rude
Yelling and blaming me for everything, I was sick of
It

[Hook]
Long-haired freak, that's what they know me as
Moving all the time, family of nomads
I'm never OK but no supposed homies ask
I wonder just how I made God so mad

[Verse 2]
7th grade Justin was busting his ass, but all for
Nothing since he failed his classes
Images of everyone shattered like glass, life
Hurt like lashes and moved like molasses
Eyes for one girl since grade two
Love or obsession, the emotions still ate, chewed my
Lobe up like gum want to blow my brain like a bubble
But I don't just because the clean up will be too
Much trouble
Still considerate, truly just an idiot
Friends talking shit, either that or hitting him
Come home to a screaming infant
Peace and quiet was so distant
Half-brother's sperm donor never around
Mom groaning about work so I'm an adult now
Mind catapulted to the spider's sweet web
The nebulous internet helps to bring zen