Pink

You always needed an explanation
To every single situation
All the anticipation
That you put me through
And I stuck like glue
Like you want me too

Like I'm made for you
Was I made for you?
Baby, do I make sense now?
Baby, are we past tense now
Should've spent all those tens now
On the shoes or the cars
On the ticket to Mars
Should I go far for you?

Isn't that what I do?
Isn't that what you want me to?
When I kissed him I was thinking 'bout you
We kissed pink but the night was so blue
Pinky swear you would think of me too
Dream of colours with you

When I kissed him I was thinking 'bout you
We kissed pink but the night was so blue, oh
Pinky swear you would think of me too
Dream of colours with you
Dream of colours with you
Dream of colours with you

Calling out for a friend
The music might help me comprehend
The way my thoughts are flowing
All the tests I'm blowing
So depressed, it's showing

So I try to explain the struggle
My speakers booming, it's half time shuffle
Can't speak, my words are muffled
My tears, salted caramel, this ice cream truffle

You still 'wanna speak
After all that I've been saying
After all you think I'm playing, oh
This is not skin deep
Think this can be solved from praying
But do you hear the words that I am saying, oh

I kissed him I was thinking 'bout you
We kissed pink but the night was so blue, oh
Pinky swear, you would think of me too
Dream of colours with you

When I kissed him I was thinking 'bout you
We kissed pink but the night was so blue, oh
Pinky swear, you would think of me too
Dream of colours with you
Dream of colours with you

This depression, these obsessions
They come back like ex, ex, ex
I miss my ex, ex, ex
I miss his
Te-e-ext
But all this
De-e-ebt is tearing us apart
Said this aggression, these life lessons
They come easy, I reckon
Who you protecting?

Then you hit me up
Like now and then
Talking us like we're friends
You're so good with pretend
You've been so good, present

But rock bottom is cosy
No need to get showy
I'm so God damn lonely
But I'm always your homie, oh

I kissed him I was thinking 'bout you
We kissed pink but the night was so blue
Pinky swear, you would think of me too
Dream of colours with you

I kissed him
I was thinking 'bout you
Let me know do you think of me too
Will it ever be just me and you?
'Cos I think I love you