Nostalgia Attack

I watched you slip away a year ago we were inseparable 
That night when you were high and I was dry and I asked you to go 
Things changed that night at the party in december when I saw you with her

I still have your voice note saved to my old phone I listen when I'm alone 
saturday night night in the bathtub the water is getting cold 

I wanna look back but if I look back
my heart will stop beating nostalgia attack 
the way that we were was it even real
the memories blur all that's left are the feels
you wanna be that be that way again
you wanna go back go back but you can't 

A throwback ice and wine you're hand in mine
a wildcard tamed by you just two specs of dust
drunk in love too free too see the truth
these days my vision is blurry can't remember why we're not together 

I still have your voice note saved to my old phone I listen when I'm alone 
play it back in the bathtub the water is getting cold 

I wanna look back but if I look back
my heart will stop beating nostalgia attack 
the way that we were was it even real
the memories blur all that's left are the feels
you wanna be that be that way again
you wanna go back go back but you can't 

Was it even real was it even real was it even real was it even real