Then and Now
It's hard to keep on going when it just
Never feels worth it and I'm done
Playing pretend when I don't have a reason to keep on pushing
When all I really want to know
Is if this will all pay off
Oh, I just don't know
I just don't know
If oh, am I a fool
Is this still worth it
Lying awake at night
Should we keep this alive
Oh, I just don't know
I just don't know
So what's the point in trying when I'm just
Left out, forgotten in the dust
I'll stay here waiting, hoping, someday you'll find us
Oh, I just don't know
I just don't know
If oh, am I a fool
Is it still worth it
This feeling every night
It won't take me alive
Oh, I just don't know
I just don't know