4 of hearts (feat. Deks x Av & Nino39ine)

I got battle scars, tears that ain't flowing
Looking at my wrist now the VVS' glowing
Tryna take the pain away
Medication just don't hit the same

I got battle scars, tears that ain't flowing
Looking at my wrist now the VVS' glowing
Tryna take the pain away, medication just don't hit the same
Smoking on a paper plane, tryna see the stars today

And my heart been feeling cold again
Ion know how I be feeling 'coz I hold it in
I ain't tell 'em that I need them so they go again
I want my demons out my space, there ain't no holding 'em

2 doves on my shoulders yeah they'll fly away
And I can't tell you bout the pain 'coz Ion feel the same
I gave my heart to a stranger, she threw it away
I gave my heart to a stranger yeah she threw it away

I ain't ever felt the same since you left me
I've been going through it all, I hope you don't forget me
You know that I'd do it all for you if you had let me
And you're the only one for me 'coz girl I know you get me

All this money and this fame
I would trade it in a day
Just to revisit that day, July 16th all again
First day I met you, baby you were so amazing
Had my heart racing, eyes started gazing

When I met you all again, man you turned me insane
June 29th, I got embedded in my brain
My hearts gone cold, all I hear is your name
Need you back bae
And I can't take this pain no more
Thought you were the one but baby I don't know no more
If I told you that I love you would you take me back
Should've never fucked around and got so attached

If I had known, I woulda never got involved
Everything that you had said, no it was never set in stone
I turned colder in November, In October saw her go
October's Very Own, I wish that I ain't even chose
Before I met you I feel like they ain't understand me
Now I feel like I belong, you had me thinking what we can be
And ion want no one, if it ain't you 'coz they ain't have me
I thought they were my dawgs, I realised they never had me

If I told you that I missed you, would you say it back
Anything I said to you, I take it back
Ever since you left me, girl my hearts turned black
All I needs your love so I can feel these cracks
Mixed emotions I can't say how I'm feeling
Double cup, I sip my pain away, I'm numb to the feeling
Now I'm sitting, thinking bout you and I stare at the ceiling
All these memories won't fade, I just wished that you stayed

I got battle scars, tears that ain't flowing
Looking at my wrist now the VVS' glowing
Tryna take the pain away, medication just don't hit the same
Smoking on a paper plane, tryna see the stars today

And my heart been feeling cold again
Ion know how I be feeling 'coz I hold it in
I ain't tell 'em that I need them so they go again
I want my demons out my space, there ain't no holding 'em

2 doves on my shoulders yeah they'll fly away
And I can't tell you bout the pain 'coz Ion feel the same
I gave my heart to a stranger, she threw it away
I gave my heart to a stranger yeah she threw it away

I ain't ever felt the same since you left me
I've been going through it all, I hope you don't forget me
You know that I'd do it all for you if you had let me
And you're the only one for me 'coz girl I know you get me