Feelings

Ever been in pain and don't know why
Said you ain't replying and you start to type
Took a hit of weed and then you start to fly
Falling in a dream but woke before you died
These are all those feelings that we keep inside
Never answer questions in full sometimes we duck an dive
Hiding from the truth until we form a plan and strategize
Waiting for them clouds to disperse so we see clearer skies
I always sense the grey's that rain on parade's
Have me acting out emotions like a game of charades
Feelings cut deep slicing at my heart with a blade
I fell to my knees i looked to the skies as i prayed
I said lord why'd you pick me for
I've fought a lot of battles up and down like see saw
Shed blood sweat and tears and even punched up walls
But these battles made me stronger from the mind to the core
Social media is a dangerous place in this human race
But hopefully we'll find our way by god's grace
Cause there's girls trying to find pure happiness through a phone
Stunting for the gram when in actual fact their all alone
I've seen guys do it too just to help boost their ego
No Peter Pan but they're the real lost people
Stuck in matrix hoping likes will one day make them happy
Filters on top of filters for whenever they feel snappy
Mean comments just destroying their mental
And no enough likes has them sitting suspenseful
Shit what even should i post now
And furthermore i should just really take the post down
Damn what was life before the socials
MSN hype and myspacing by-coastal
Changing your top 8 until things looked great
A welcome distraction to your real mind state