Need It

Verse 1:

Steady reminiscing in the past
There I was fresh out of high school and low on cash
Almost kicked out the house for trying to live too fast
Round this time
I get messages from my dad
I don’t want to talk no
You abandoned me
And I’m not going to stop no
Time for you to see
Trying to find a way for my family and all my partners
I feel like my mental state increases all my problems
So misunderstood in life
And I’m just being honest
I know how it feels
That why I never break a promise

Chorus:

I don’t want it, but I need it
So I’m asking God cuz I need this
I don’t want it, but I need it
So I’m asking God cuz I need this

Verse 2:

Mom and granny taught me how to sacrifice
They have my word
I promise Imma make it right
Making beats and writing songs every night
Doing business, making deals in the day time
I’m a lot more than what I give of to people
Only let you see the good in me so that we seem equal
Stand up child, you’re different, don’t let them call you wild
I am who I am now
I ain’t afraid of nothing
I’m just looking for a way out
Guide me to the door
Tell me when to go
I feel so much, I’m losing my soul

Chorus:

I don’t want it, but I need it
So I’m asking God cuz I need this
I don’t want it, but I need it
So I’m asking God cuz I need this (this, this, this, uh)