Better

I need to hurt, I need to cry
I need to comprehend the shit that's going on in my mind
I'm tryna put the fire out
See that's my fire sign, taking over shit
Yeah that's the ego, talking out the shit
Know I'm a Leo
She go just know
Wherever I go
Just know that's prolly why I'm crying

I need, I need to take responsibility
For past mistakes and all the hate
Put on my plate
Chewed it up
Mmm it's great
I know they're lies
All to protect my pride
See that's the way that I'm stressing myself
See that's the way that I'm harming myself
But I know
Its gonna take time

How do I get better
Too much to hold the pressure
Pulling my hair, biting my nails
Scared of myself, need an outlet
Let me take a breath
I need to not lie to myself
I'm gonna need somebody's help, yeah

I try my best to figure things out
Not to make a sound
Not have anyone to help me off the ground
I'm so used to it being me, myself, and I
It's such a problem that I block myself
And yeah I tried that about a billion times
Out all of options
I said I'm all out of options

I need, I need to take responsibility
For past mistakes and all the hate
Put on my plate
Chewed it up
Mmm it's great
I know they're lies
All to protect my pride
See that's the way that I'm stressing myself
See that's the way that I'm harming myself
But I know
Its gonna take time

How do I get better
Too much to hold the pressure
Pulling my hair, biting my nails
Scared of myself, need an outlet
Let me take a breath
I need to not lie to myself
I'm gonna need somebody's help, yeah