at my lowest

Low on idols, low on drive, low on inspiration
Low on everything that ever gave me patience
I can't be inspired by the ones who made it
All the real ones in another place

If ain't nun else to live for then I count my days
Write the pain, that was my escape
Touch the ceiling then I fade away
It's so fucked, this feeling; why I stay awake?

All these niggas egos made me hate my presentation
Nigga from the jump, I can tell you faking
I was crying for yo love out of desperation
Should've noticed how you stayed aways

I need dopamine, lord I know I'm such a fiend
Don't know what's up with me, still gon shine like cutlery
So suddenly, you wasn't the one hugging me
So suddenly, you was like "stop bugging me"

Been so lonely, can't een call my homie
808 hold me, melody console me
Know I'm so weak, at least they don't control me
Miss the old me, the one that knew they know me
I'm still growing, though it feels so slowly

Where my Heart and where my Soul meet
What's real love, u gotta show me

Low on, low on- shi
Low on idols, low on inspiration
Low on titles, low on innovation
Low on drive, on a daily basis

Low on idols, low on drive, low on inspiration
Low on everything that ever gave me patience
I can't be inspired by the ones who made it
All the real ones in another place

I'm so low, I'm so low, I'm so low
I'm solo, I'm solo, I'm solo