Nothing to Lose
I can't tell you what I wanna be
Cuz honestly
I haven’t figure out
How to navigate
the roads that lie in front of me
What I want in life
Is slowly movin outta reach
Looking like my destiny
Is shaping up to be a tragedy
I'm driven by anxiety
and I'm just trying to quiet the
Voices thats inside of me
They talk to me and lie to me
And tell me im not good enough
To be who I aspire to be
Im spiraling
But silently
I keep it bottled up
Until it drives me to insanity
Cuz if I try to speak my peace
Ill send my family into panic
So i'll let it make me manic,
i'm a man I can handle it
until I can't and everything around me starts to crumble
Ima risk it all I got nothing to lose
Thats just how I feel I got nothin to prove
nothin left to do but to say it to you
now i'm makin a move
I got nothin to lose
Ima risk it all I got nothing to lose
Thats just how I feel I got nothin to prove
don't wanna run away so I'm facin the truth
now i'm makin a move
I got nothin to lose
self prescribing medicine
Im waking up in hospitals
Just wishing I was dead again
Cant overcome these obstacles
I always end up settling
And I don’t think its possible
Now they keep tryna box me in
I’m running out of oxygen
I know they want to help me
But they keep doing in the opposite
The monsters in my closet
Livin deep in my subconscious
Keep on creeping to the top and I just don’t know how to stop it
Its like an anchors on my ankle
And im sinking to the bottom i keep drowning out my thoughts
By slowly drowning in this bottle
Ima risk it all I got nothing to lose
Thats just how I feel I got nothin to prove
nothin left to do but to say it to you
now i'm makin a move
I got nothin to lose
Ima risk it all I got nothing to lose
Thats just how I feel I got nothin to prove
don't wanna run away so I'm facin the truth
now i'm makin a move
I got nothin to lose