i think i'll be alright

When I fell you weren't there to catch me
You were a three hour drive away
Getting drunk and then sleeping at somebody else's place
And you kept asking me for more space
And I wondered how much more space can you want?
You haven't been a part of my life in months
And still my grandfather asks about you every single time
And I sit there and I lie, saying you're fine, it's all fine
But I'm dying on the inside, it's so scary up in my mind
But you don't wanna hear none of that, no It's just making you mad, and I think

I think you're losing what you can never get back
I think you're losing the best thing you ever did have
I think you're losing your reason to believe
I think you're losing, I think you're losing me

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like Without the ghost of you on my mind
Telling me I'm just playing the victim, as if you didn't
And you know I can take a lot of shit
But you made me think I deserved it
You watched me lose my light, and that was your worst crime
And all my favorite things about me, the ones you made me hate
I will wear them like armour
And everything you didn't care to appreciate
I will love even harder, and God I really tried to
Be more forgiving, but I find you in all of my darkest dreams
You showed me everything I never wanna be, and I think

I think you're losing what you can never get back
I think you're losing the best thing you ever did have
I think you're losing your reason to believe
I think you're losing, I think you're losing me

And I'm losing too, I'm losing you
But I still have me and that's why I think I'll be alright