BLESSINGS

I've been looking for blessings
Ride around two drakes, high I'm reckless
It's depressing, left me on read
Still I message, giving my all like shit's pathetic
Did I mean it? hoe, I said it
Don't let them in unless they vetted
Heart got broke, need me a medic
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
I'm in the back, not frontin'
Catch my life on a run
Hop on a mic, I'm leaving em stunned
All black on, I think she a nun
Talking bout problems, she blessin' me up
I do not joke like where's the pun
Feel like Ja might get me a gun
Hop on live like where's the fun
I need some money, should I be the plug
No
I should go, been way too long
It's everyday a brand new song or I get lost
I'm chasing fame like what's the cost
Gotta invest in the future I'm making
I got heat out, but they hatin'
Hide and seek the way they playin'
Yeah, I sin, but I'll kill Satan
We ain't perfect, but we try
It's all worth it, I..
It's all worth it in disguise
Need a purpose, look to the sky
They reached a verdict, I'm that guy
In this room, I'm too alive
I've been looking for blessings
Ride around two drakes high
I'm reckless, shits depressing
Left me on read, still I message
Giving my all like shit's pathetic
Did I mean it? hoe, I said it
Don't let them in unless they vetted
Heart got broke, need me a medic
Yeah, don't hit me on none of that ho shit
I see men locked in your potion
I'm out of breath from chasing that motion
Ha, I can make a commotion
Not in a gang, but bitch, I'm zoning
My heart's mine, better not close in
Caught you lying, now I'm ghosting
I know you fine, I see you posing
Whoever said love don't hurt wrong
I been crying like all night long, see your name pop on my phone
I've been up late all alone
I've been up late, need to atone
Did some wrong
Back of the car, look out the window
I gone far, not far enough
Shit ain't fun
This life is tough
Passing and the present, we stuck in the middle
No going back, no going up
Look at my eyes, I'm going numb
I'm looking up, straight at the sun
Drown myself inside these beats, relief
I've been looking for blessings
Ride around two drakes, high I'm reckless
It's depressing, left me on read
Still I message
Giving my all like shit's pathetic
Did I mean it? hoe, I said it
Don't let them in unless they vetted
Heart got broke, need me a medic