What's Good for Me

I ain't no queen of hearts, I go through stages
I fall in love then complicate it
Yeah, you know the feeling
Without much hope just blind ambition
Pretending that there's nothing missing
I always kept believing that
More, I thought if I had more I wouldn't get so bored
But everything just left me empty
Love walkin in and out of my door
Wasn't good enough no more
Well I don't trust myself life really sucks and

First time I did it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
This time I'm gonna do it different 'cause I know, I know, I know
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me

I'm just tryin to be creative
But everyones so oppinionated
Want to tell me what I'm feeling
'Cause one man's junks another's treasure
When its done its hard to measure or keep on believing that
More, if only I had more, I wouldn't get so bored
But I know its gonna leave me empty
Life, walkin in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more
Well I don't trust myself I'm gonna get stuck and

First time I thought it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
This time I'm gonna do it different 'cause I know, I know, I know
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me

'Cause I don't want to live my life wondering if only I woulda, I shoulda, I coulda
But I didn't 'Cause I only blame myself
Again

First time I thought it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
So this time, this time, this time...
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me

First time I thought it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
This time I'm gonna do it different 'cause I know, I know, I know
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me

First time I thought it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
This time I'm gonna do it different 'cause I know, I know, I know
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me