Pawn (Old Demo 2020)

[Verse 1]
Girl, that's the same when I maybe fell
Does she wish for me?
I wonder what went wrong, singing violent songs
Counter it, wild dreams
I know that I fucked up everything that I loved
When I loved

[Pre-Chorus]
So take up, that's the day you drawed on
For me, I wasn't the same but I felt 'ya
You might've been the same as me
You might've been the same as me
You might've been the same as me

[Chorus]
Drawn out forever, I lie in solitude
Feel soft as a teddy bear, but I wanna impale your guts
So don't wanna be angry at you, but I feel it
I am dry, dry
I think it's my fault that you don't care about me
I guess I loved to play games at your party
So fun, so fun, so good I was
The pawn, the pawn I was
I was, I was