ALL mY LIfe

I done been through shit
All my life
Shoot outs on hawthorne
Yeah yeah
I done been shit through
All my life
Shoot outs on hawthorne
I stood still
I couldn't feel
I had to pop me a Xanax and E
Cause the bag really hurt me
No dad no mom there
Do you know how it feel
They don't care
Getting so skinny in front of them
They didn't ask me son
Are you really hurtin
Son are you okay
Fuck it imma stay this way
Ever since dot died
I had to make me way
Don't feel at home
In the place that I stay
I can bleeding inside
And say I'm okay
When they took eddie
I cried everyday
When they took aj
I felt all the guilt
That i did right inna past
Beat a few niggas up
I wasn't proud of it
I had to let out
All of the anger inside of me like
I done had niggas inside of my house
And they robbed me
Behind my back
And do that shit in my face
I woulda caught me two bodies
Me and nick was geeked of a E
I ain't get no sleep
I told my brother we lose
Then we gonna get on our feet
When my dad found out I smoke
He stop giving me 20 for lunch
He gave me 2
I was boxed in
Didn't know what to do
I went to chill in the zoo
All up in irvington
If you wan sniff we gone serve em
And we don't talk about murdering
Cause we'll do it
You'll never see a gun in my video
Cause we'll shoot it
Them niggas with guns in the vid
Don't use it
Yeah I treat my pain with the drugs
I abuse it
Putting my soul in the root
Of the music
Yeah putting my soul in the root
Of the music
You ain't never feel like
Everything you do is cursed
I just need some saving
I just need some saving
I just need some saving
I done been shit through
All my life
Shoot outs on hawthorne
I stood still
I couldn't feel
I had to pop me a Xanax and E
Cause the bag really hurt me
No dad no mom there
Do you know how it feel
They don't care
Getting so skinny in front of them
They didn't ask me son
Are you really hurtin
Son are you okay
Fuck it imma stay this way
Ever since dot died
I had to make me way
Don't feel at home
In the place that I stay
I can bleeding inside
And say I'm okay
Cause I'm sooooo
Used to putting
All my feelings to the side
Who really gone ride
I don't even know nobody
By my side
I been feelin lonely
Dolo solo
I been like
All these niggas
They be movin different
After you been with them
To looooong
Cause I don't know why
These niggas wanna trade on me
When I keep it real g
When I put my heart in you
Like I put it in the street
Ohhhhhh