Bittersweet

I've been mixin' red and green and blue
To convince myself that oh
All your lies are white, lost track of time
It's harmless when I already know the truth, oh
But what breaks my heart
Lying is the only thing you're willing to commit to
I'm the only one
You say you want stability
But when we connect you get this inability
And you always choose to fail at consistency
We said goodbye too many fucking times
We already know it's a misery
So tell me why do we still try
Baby tell me why do we still try
It ain't a game no more I'm in distress
It ain't a flame no more my heart's on fire
You're hot and then you're cold
Am I supposed to guess?
Guess it's for the best, a lesson to never be obsessed
We were playing Russian roulette
Now there's no more bullets left