L'appel Du Vide

All it takes is one fall
To the call of the void
All day thoughts
Wander off in the dark
Light it shines so dim
Still work our way to the arc
Intrusive thoughts leak through
To hold the brain like glue
Keep us from falling through
Down in the deep dark blue
Each day I think about it
What's the point in all of this
Run through the same damn process
Another day making no fucking progress
Jump out in front of that bus
Put myself behind that gun
Don't say it just for fun
But I will see this life through
Leak the life from the stem
Strangled left dangling
Oh how things could end
Take a breath and count to ten
Woke up from the dream again
No time left to fend
Myself from these wounds
But I will see this life through
Always find a way to decide
In control of my own
With this I feel at home
No matter what seeps through
Always know what to do
Keep it from me and you
It's us who chooses the truth
Each day I think about it
Find the point in all of this
Run through the same damn process
Another day making no fucking progress
Pull the wheel in the fast lane
Jump from the top and feel no pain
Don't say it just for fun
But I will see this life through
Leak the life from the stem
Strangled left dangling
Oh how things could end
Take a breath count to ten
Woke up from that dream again
Found some time to fend
Myself from these wounds
And I will see this life through
Always find a way to decide
In control of my own
With this I feel at home
No matter what seeps through
Always know what to do
Keep it from me and you
It's us who chooses the truth
Can't live with it can't live without it
All this bullshit everyday
Never thought I'd be so doubted
All you fake ass people be careful what you call me
Not your friend not your homie
Please don't act like you know me
Won't give in to the end
These thoughts will never win
Won't give in to the end
These thoughts will never end
Always find a way to decide
In control of my own
With this I feel at home
No matter what seeps through
Always know what to do
Keep it from me and you
It's us who chooses the truth
Can't live with it can't live without it
All this bullshit everyday
Never thought I'd be so doubted
All you fake ass people be careful what you call me
Not your friend not your homie
Please don't act like you know me
All day thoughts
Wander off in the dark
Light it shines so dim
Stil work our way to the arc
Intrusive thoughts leak through
To hold the brain like glue
Keep us from falling through
Down in the deep dark blue
Don't speak
Don't say a fucking thing