January

[Verse 1]
I could take a take away from everything
But sometimes I’m just
Happier living my head in the sand
So just give me a break
And if you let me
Come back again

[Verse 2]
I should be complacent
Instead I’m grasping straws
Falling out of my hands
Taking your civility for more than it is
It’s anyone’s guess
What I just did
In the moment

[Pre-Chorus]
Let it not be me
Now I can’t even breath
If everything was
Ingenuine
Then what was January

[Chorus]
And it’s always fucking raining
You said, "Call me when you’re done hating everyone"
But talking with you now feels so good
Just to get the air out my lungs
Was it good enough?
Did I make the cut?
Has it always been worth saying?
I’m leaving when the waters filling up
There’s no oxygen if we fall in
And no one is gonna jump in after us
Just an afterthought
So just leave me lost
Yeah

[Bridge]
I don’t feel I’ll ever tire
And I was made to run
I felt the fire and
I just let it rip me wide open
You don’t ever miss
How can I just live?
Arrow in my chest
Yeah

[Outro]
Yeah
And my car lights up your silhouette
Like it’s the first time
Never came back from it
I just wanna lie
Lie against my window 2 a.m
Like you might just float on in
Wake me from this hell I’m in, oh yeah
And the price you paid for it, now it’s broken
I saw you broken, yeah
I really tried to bend
You get what you get, yeah