killing time

It's too late, I'll be fine
When I'm done killing time
Hours and minutes in between
When you were next to me

Yeah, we loved too hard too fast
Baby, it's all for the best
Vivid dream like a car crash
But maybe now we can rest

And if I say something I don't mean
Just know I haven't slept in damn near a week
It's hard to think without you here beside me
What else can I say?

It's too late, I'll be fine
When I'm done killing time
Hours and minutes in between
When you were next to me
I don't know why I try
I still stay petrified
Days turn to months
But in my dreams
Is the only place you'll ever be

Build it up, just to stay down
Wrong place, wrong time once again
Always trying to take back the wrong things
I know how it ends

So if I say that I lost my way
Would you believe a word
Or would you leave me be?
It's hard to think without you here beside me
What else can I say? What else can I say?

It's too late, I'll be fine
When I'm done killing time
Hours and minutes in between
When you were next to me
I don't know why I try
I still stay petrified
Days turn to months
But in my dreams
Is the only place you'll ever be

It's suffocating, I'm my own worst enemy
Our love complicating all of the best in me
Replaying all the problems, drink it in no second thoughts
I don't wanna be dramatic, but it's really all I got
I think it's all said and done
With or without you, I'd still stay numb

It's too late, I'll be fine
When I'm done killing time
Hours and minutes in between
When you were next to me
I don't know why I try
I still stay petrified
Days turn to months
But in my dreams
Is the only place you'll ever be