I Hope I'm Not Sick

Don’t even like this
Swear it isn’t mine
Know it’s not becoming
No, it isn’t fine
Wish that I could be somebody else
Anybody, just somebody else

I hope I'm not sick
I dream in broken promises
That start to set in
I wish that I could let me win

Caught, got me cut off
From the life in my veins now
Locked up in a coin toss
To get up or stay down
Wish that I could be somebody else
Anybody else, ‘cause I can’t do this myself

I hope I'm not sick
I dream in broken promises
That start to set in
I wish that I could let me win

I’ll take anything I can get
‘Cause it’s not safe
In the back of my head
Rollercoaster type reaction
Get me off, I feel like crashing
Never finding satisfaction

I hope I'm not sick
I dream in broken promises
That start to set in
I wish that I could let me win