Homesick

We've become so traumatized, seen so much, got heavy eyes,
took too many drugs, we got too high,
story of heartbreak, romanticized
I can't find myself
I feel lost and numb, yeah
Just trying to survive
Trying to leave it all behind

I've been running 'round in circles
Fell into a curse and I can't get out
and I never meant to hurt you
If I had the words, I would say them now

I feel like nothing, but at least nothing's something
I'm tired of running, I need something to numb me
What's the use of knowing it all, when everything you know is wrong
I used to know what to say, I used to know what to do but now my mind is gone

It's getting cold outside,
But we haven't moved away from this open lake
It's starting to rain and the water smells like our worst mistakes
Yeah, I got two red pills, to fix your damaged soul
Yeah, I got my reasons why I tend to loose control
My heart's been crippled and my mind's a riddle
I try to talk but it's all superficial
I'm just keeping it real
Maybe one day, you'll heal

I've been running 'round in circles
Fell into a curse and I can't get out
and I never meant to hurt you
If I had the words, I would say them now

I feel like nothing, but at least nothing's something
I'm tired of running, I need something to numb me
What's the use of knowing it all, when everything you know is wrong
I used to know what to say, I used to know what to do but now my mind is gone

(What's the use of knowing it all, when everything you know is wrong
I used to know what to say, I used to know what to do but now my mind is gone)
(We've become so traumatized, seen so much, got heavy eyes,
took too many drugs, we got too high,
story of heartbreak, romanticized)

We've become so traumatized, seen so much, got heavy eyes,
took too many drugs, we got too high,
story of heartbreak, romanticized