Love letter

Last time since we talked, our eyes locked And conversation couldn't get wrong or worse
And all I did was try to converse, put you first Maybe we would've dated, I would've rehearsed what to say
But the guy got in the way, I thought I would've met up with you again
We could've been more than friends But we had to part ways and meet our end
Stuck in my ways, I thought it was just me going through a phase
And my head was always in a daze I would dwell on things from the past
That kept us apart But I was just stuck with the art
I thought we would've been a couple, have a struggle
I thought you would be there to pick me up When we were in hot water and you were in trouble
Cause you were always on my mind I got left behind, my grades were starting to slip
Cause I was slowly losing my grip on reality And you were the girl that I couldn't let go
And I wanted to get you back I was stuck with you in my mind
I was getting left behind, hard to focus, hard to cope
And you're the girl I wanted, I couldn't get And it was hard for me to admit, I just
You would eventually pick, I'd pick you up when you fall
But it feels like it sucks that you were through And I had to sever ties
I never forgot all your personality And when I sent you those looks in my eyes
And I never forgot to say goodbyes I had these feelings I had to deny
I could never really give up I had to, wanted to try to confessing
I thought about being with you And the more I was a blessing
I wish I could rebuild our friendship to start addressing
Becoming a couple and being a boyfriend and girlfriend
And being more than just friends, it sucks that we were both headed apart ways
And it sucks that we had to end it on a side note
Never ever since elementary school
Cause you were always on my mind I got left behind, my grades were starting to slip
Cause I was slowly losing my grip on reality And you were the girl that I couldn't let go
And I wanted to get you back I was stuck with you in my mind
I was getting left behind, hard to focus, hard to cope
And then you're the girl I wanted, I couldn't get
And it was hard for me to admit, I just