Sinner Self
He been deleting his posts
Inventing new image no pictures were needed
Not feeling defeated just dreaming of being a better me
With a new team in my corner
I'm going for gold not going for silver
Anderson Cooper no I'm not stupid
I don't got shit yet I'm just scheming
Speak to existence this shit a business
Sit back and listen
You'd like to know why I'm feeling myself
I ain't got shit up under my bell
Illustrate what I'm tryna make
I don't got ice yet but I'm still icy dreams are pricey
Family priority fuck a sorority girls kinda flirty
Dirty fraternity boys is clones
I'm back on road pay attention or hate me
Mind over mentions shit don't matter observe and protect
Emotions stainless steel gonna cry tho
Say what I mean Im still feeling nice
My life my prize decide on me
Im done being stepped on swept under rugs
I ain't ever giving up fuck your phone you bum
Garden in my head overflown with emotion
Like an ocean rolling tides crying suicide tsunami
My mind can't decide what I wanna do
Don't wanna be cool drew my life like a doodle
Schooling students with a tune boo hoo was that dude
Now I got an attitude my aptitude with the sticks and lead
I dread my head my hair so neat
Still too young and wild to be a savior
Might as well just savor what I got the fams Alright
My life is tight I might just taste my dreams
And sprinkle in a little we done with all the dumb shit
Got a good thing go for it
Have some fun relax my mind realized I'm fine
Won't whine or cry create my life and then decide if it was worth it
My pencil is my pedestal the brain we got is made of gold
I'm sitting and I'm stumped Auguste Rodin what a month
The thinker in my mind stone cold
I'm going home is where the love is real
Confessions from my inner self
pride is fucking up my health
Narcism in our blood but pessimistic processing
Is something we will not condone I'm in the zone
Finna change my clothes I don't ride flows create my own
Some loyalty is forgery I'm guilty as charged
Changed for the better gotta keep the money stacking
Fuck a bracket march madness
Your life ain't a casino draft some kings and fuck the pawns
Then draw your future like some cards
Discard what isn't right not worth the fight
Hold all your assets many facets to this life
Choose your own don't be a clone
Your brain is tryna bring you down
Don't frown you got some shit to do
Just wait till we get in the stu
I'm doin this on my own time
IPhone and me call it wifi
I know I'm not the greatest guy
The difference between you and me
Is that I talk shit to myself
Don't need nobody else to do it think I'm through it
Truant through my high school lie
I'm boutta go and live my life
Stay right here I'll be right back
Sophomore year was for the books
Think I'm finna go to class
My thought think I'm a fucking joke
I think Imma go read some books
Sit here in my room I'm doomed
I do not fuck with new cartoons
The old ones are superior the reruns in my mind
Make me wanna fucking cry
They made me feel like a small fry
My mom said to follow my dreams
And don't you ever fucking freeze
Just mind your Ps and Qs
I'm getting through this mother fucking hell
I won't rebel just tell em all about myself