Letting Go

Met at my party that night I felt blessed
two years later won't answer my texts
I told her one day that it's for the best
The told me no you're making a mess
I'm tryna get better I'm under the weather
She said it's okay we get better together
We tried that before bout four months ago
C'mon you know can't do this no more
We got all these problems but not with each other
We sit in our rooms without one another
We got all this pain built up inside
You say you cry and don't know why
Fighting my demons I wish they'd die
Feel better together but not on our own
It's a distraction were not really home
I really do love you so I'm letting go

I hope that you see I'm not being cold
I wish you the best so go for your goals
Catch all your dreams and never let go
I kept all the pictures they up on the shelf
How can I love you I don't love myself
I'm tryna get better so I contemplate
My very existence and I meditate
I found my true self and man is it great
I'm tryna be mutual look up in the sky
I didn't forget all them blue butterflies
The futures a mystery yeah that's what I'm told
We both don't know shit were just getting old
I may not know this but one thing I do
You can't love me if you don't love you

Were back in the game
I'm doing me you're doing you
You're friends think I'm out here fucking with you
But that ain't true
Yeah I ain't the one reaching out to you
I'm tryna be cool Im tryna be civil
Never mind this shit too difficult
Think imma call back
Never mind stop that
Get in your bag nigga
Get a new backpack

You alright you okay things didn't have to be this way
Didn't have to block don't have to talk to me
Hope one day you find your space
I know things now they looking grey
But I hope one day we relocate
And find some ground so we can come around
And talk about our fortunes bound to come true

I knew they could I knew they would
Maybe I should go back into my fucking shell
A living hell nah never mind said fuck all that
Were stacking checks and getting racks
Don't fuck with rats them niggas smell saved by the bell
My mega mind don't give no fucks like Will Ferrel
I found my flow I'm bout to go I wish you well Madame Moselle
My mama said don't get attached
She told me that it won't end swell
I said oh well now look here it's a new year
This song right here's a souvenir
Now listen close I speak some Spanish adios

Met at my party that night I felt blessed
two years later won't answer my texts
I told her one day that it's for the best
The told me no you're making a mess
I'm tryna get better I'm under the weather
She said it's okay we get better together
We tried that before bout four months ago
C'mon you know can't do this no more
We got all these problems but not with each other
We sit in our rooms without one another
We got all this pain built up inside
You say you cry and don't know why
Fighting my demons I wish they'd die
Feel better together but not on our own
It's a distraction were not really home
I really do love you so I'm letting go