This Can Never Be

All I have’s your photograph
I clench it in my teeth
And it looks so blurry
I wonder what that means
It’s making me sick my old friend regret

And then I started dreaming
I longed to touch your eyes
The way you choked with laughter
I’ve got to memorize
It’s making me sick my old friend regret
All night all night all night
I gazed into the dark and wondered what would happen
If we should never part
But I am a coward
And this can never be

I thought that I had managed
To push these foolish things away
But now it seems this longing
Is moving in to stay
It’s making me sick my old friend regret
All night all night all night
I gazed into the dark
And wondered what would happen
If we should never part
But I am a coward
And this can never be