Lost In My Past

[Verse 1]

Remember those nights I had you hypnotized
But nowadays you look me in my eyes and tell me I don’t mean shit
Look you in ya face and I ask you if you mean it and you said yes
But shorty I can’t stress about it
The pain I got built up makes me depressed and violent
I wish I weren’t attached, had my shit together
But if I think of you with someone else I lose composure
I’m a possessive little freak, and you fuckin’ know it
First time I hit you said that you don’t wanna use the Trojan
First time we kissed, I swear to God I really miss that moment
First time I seen you smile, swear it made my knees weak
Baby girl you know I’m there if you need anything
I just feel like sometimes you just wanna drain my energy, held you up so heavenly
Even if we connect again, it ain’t the same
I know that you seen some shit you can’t get out your brain

[Chorus]

I know you’ve been through hell and back , I thought that I could save you
Now you got me lookin’ like The Kidd really betrayed you
Baby yousa lie, I’m sorry but I made you
I just wanted love and what you gave me was pain times two
Fucked up, I been sippin’
Now a nigga really trippin’
Yea I know we toxic girl but I just love the feelin’
Now I get so high up that I got tunnel vision

[Verse 2]

I use my ego to deflect it
They try to tell me bout myself but I don’t wanna hear it
Everything you said, it’s all congruent
All of these puzzle pieces fit together like a movement
Know I could settle down but I still wanna fuck on groupies
Know I could relish in the fact that I’m so fuckin’ gifted
But niggas never knew the half on how I had to get it
I had to grind my ass off, make this beat a victim
This is my past, oh oh
Baby it ain’t last no more
I just wanna love you more
I just wanna love you more
Baby girl, this my home
I just wanna love you more
I just wanna love you more
I just wanna love you, I just wanna love you more

[Chorus]

I know you’ve been through hell and back , I thought that I could save you
Now you got me lookin’ like The Kidd really betrayed you
Baby yousa lie, I’m sorry but I made you
I just wanted love and what you gave me was pain times two
Fucked up, I been sippin’
Now a nigga really trippin’
Yea I know we toxic girl but I just love the feelin’
Now I get so high up that I got tunnel vision
I know you’ve been through hell and back , I thought that I could save you
Now you got me lookin’ like The Kidd really betrayed you
Baby yousa lie, I’m sorry but I made you
I just wanted love and what you gave me was pain times two
Fucked up, I been sippin’
Now a nigga really trippin’
Yea I know we toxic girl but I just love the feelin’
Now I get so high up that I got tunnel vision