Head On Collision

Yeah I coulda did it
Yeah I saw the pole I coulda hit it
Yeah I'm going fast head on collision
Lately I've been down I've been feeling different
Yeah
I've been on my own
I've been in a zone
I've been going down the street
It's a lonely road
I've been down
No one knows
Man it's hard
On my own
This house just ain't a home
I feel like I'm so alone
I ain't got no where to go
Smile cause they'll never know
Never know, Oh
Yeah
Yeah I'm standing the rain
Standing in the puddle
Yeah they don't wanna talk about me
They know about my struggle
They just build me up til they see fall
Everything I'm doing they don't care at all
Yeah my friends don't hit me they don't even call
Nah, Nah, nah, nah, nah
They don't about Keyes
They just care about Lo-Key
No one seems to know me
Nobody gets to know me
The rapper life is lonely
The fakes act like my homies
Nobody seems to care
I'm just asking can you show me
Yeah
Yeah I'm going through it
I just wish that people knew that it's more then music
It's the only thing that really ever gets me through it
Yeah
Yeah life's not fair
Brandon stop right there
And I say I'm fine
Brandon stop right there
No you don't care
No you don't care
Yeah I coulda did it
Yeah I saw the pole I coulda hit it
Yeah I'm going fast head on collision
Lately I've been down I've been feeling different
Yeah
I've been on my own
I've been in a zone
I've been going down the street
It's a lonely road
I've been down
No one knows
Man it's hard
On my own
Every time you needed help you hit me and
Yeah only hit me up if you need a hand
If we hanging out then you know I made the plans
Felt like I was always right I guess I never am
Anxiety
Everyday I'm asking myself like is it me
Feels like it's everyone versus me
Yeah I'm so far from finding inner peace
Lately it feels like I just wanna scream
Lotta pressure
It just always feel like I'm under a lot of pressure
When I crash they gonna take me out up on a stretcher
Lately it just feel like that might be for the better
For the better, for the better oh
Yeah I'm numb
Feeling so numb
Feel like I just gotta go and trust in my gut
No one I can trust
Lot for me to handle at once
Always do what everyone wants
What everyone wants
Like I always do
Always do what they fucking want me to
Yeah never do what I fucking wanted to
But I don't even know what I wanted to
Yeah I coulda did it
Yeah I saw the pole I coulda hit it
Yeah I'm going fast head on collision
Lately I've been down I've been feeling different
Yeah
I've been on my own
I've been in a zone
I've been going down the street
It's a lonely road
I've been down
No one knows
Man it's hard
On my own