Memory (feat. LJ.)

I know everything happens for a reason
Middle finger to the sky every time we feel down
Every path has its own meaning
We're just impatient cuz we want everything right now
But I can't wait, it's gon' be late
My heart will no longer be found
I stay awake, can't tell who's fake
Voices in my head be gettin too loud
I'm blinded can't find the person you really are
I'm tryin to find your heart
But I'm left with are these memories

I know you moved on, we never got along
It was hard for both of us to admit were ever wrong
Together so long, we tried to stay strong
It took a moment for everything we had to be gone
I needed time to find my place
Never meant to push you away
And now you caught me lying. I'm lying. I'm lying to ur face

You didn't deserve the pain, I'm gon' insane
And I Couldn't tell you I lost my way
everything's starting to fade
Is it getting hard to remember my name

I just wanna stay alive, I don't wanna die
I don't want to be a memory

As I fall, on my knees, I pray, hoping you can hear me
Hearts broke, wrists bleed, hoping I can be free

As the sun goes down it get harder for me to be okay
Little lost right now thinking of forever and always
Do you hear that sound, I think I'm going crazy
I can hear it now, it's your voice tryna say my name

(I need you, I love you)
I. I don't wanna be a memory (x2)

I just wanna stay alive, I don't wanna die
(I need you, I love you)
I. I don't wanna be a memory