My Own Best Friend

I want to see sunsets and be by the sea
I want to sit in the kitchen and make music drinking tea
I want to sleep in till noon and have nowhere to be
If there's one thing I really want right now
It's peace

I have spent the past years of my life being stressed
By the things I didn't do or the ones that I regret
I have felt like I am running out of time
For the past five years of my life

But I have now decided that it's time to let it go
I've been busy meeting people and learning to say no
I am sleeping and resting and working in between
And somehow I now am where I should have been

I have seen a sunset a couple times this week
This song's been written in the kitchen drinking tea
I have slept in till noon and had nowhere to be
If there's someone I really like right now
It's me

The lists that I made are not important anymore
I no longer try and force myself to do more
I am listening and learning to find out what I need
There are so many signs that I didn't see

I no longer stress about the things I don't like
I am grateful for the people that I know are by my side
I will never ever feel lonely again
Because I finally am
My own best friend