Not Alone (feat. MaWo)

I wish these walls could talk so I wouldn't feel so alone
I wish I could make it work but somewhere went wrong
I know this place is safe, music's where I go
And while I fall from grace I'm writing this song
I wish my hands would stop trembling all the time
I wish to speak my thoughts without making it rhyme
I wish to just go out and smile with everyone
But I'll live in the doubt, pretend that I'm just fine
I wish I had the strength to battle all these ghosts
But oh, they got me framed and yeah, they're taking notes
I wish that I could scream but it's stuck inside my throat
Here's to hoping that beam lights up the words I wrote
I wish I grew my hair when they told me to do so
And yeah, life's not fair and I'm sure that we both know
I wish I could decide how I wanna grow
But my hands are tied, can this planet just go slower
I feel like I'm trapped inside
Locked in manacles
Follow me and and you'll find my soul's
So impractical
Fucking around with my psyche
I find it hard just to like me
Don't understand how you lively
Running around while my hearts turning icy, icy
Always feel like there's nothing to do
Yet there's so much to prove
But I can't make a movement
Always feel the aggression from you
When the opposite true
Fuck the constant assuming
Sorry to say I'm never much in the mood
And never have time to be spending it all with you
I know I said I'd be better trust me I'll follow through
But right now I'm in denial my errors back to consume me
I wish these walls could talk so I wouldn't feel so alone
I wish I could make it work but somewhere went wrong
I know this place is safe, music's where I go
And while I fall from grace I'm writing this song
I wish my hands would stop trembling all the time
I wish to speak my thoughts without making it rhyme
I wish to just go out and smile with everyone
But I'll live in the doubt, pretend that I'm just fine
I wish I had the strenght to battle all these ghosts
But oh, they got me framed and yeah, they're taking notes
I wish that I could scream but it's stuck inside my throat
Here's to hoping that beam lights up the words I wrote
I wish I grew my hair when they told me to do so
And yeah, life's not fair and I'm sure that we both know
I wish I could decide how I wanna grow
But my hands are tied, can this planet just go slower