Gouge My Eyes Out

I'm not an IG model but I'm sippin' on these bottles
Of poison, let's be clear, I just want a way out here
People can be weirdos and I know that (yes, she do)
But it's not only that, looking like a rat, baby, it's just straight facts

Shoulda, woulda, coulda, baby, I don't care
I'm never gonna be a fucking billionaire
Brave enought to drop out of uni
Didn't even say "bye" to the ones who knew me

What's the point, I ask?
I had to wear the creepy, cheeky, sweepy mask
'Cause I'll be never cute enough to be trendy
Or controversial like the mink on Fendi (Oh-oh)

So take a spoon, take a shot, make 'em pop
I don't need 'em anymore
I don't wanna see 'em thots
Not to worry about the bloody mess, baby
It's gonna be success, now go ahead and obey me

I'm from the dark so I don't need no light
I'm sitting still, no scream or put up a fight
Inside my head is a horror show
Now scrape 'em good, deep and sure, make some blood flow!

But I don't really give a fuck boy
If you don't even wanna touch me boy
I'm a vile ugly drop out
Won't you gouge my eyes out?

I can't stand my own reflection
Fugly in every damn direction
Oh won't you take me out
Please, gouge my eyes out

I've been smokin' and rollin' and poppin'
I didn't wanna hear 'em talkin' anymore
They're in me plottin' and stompin', I'm sobbing
I tried to catch my breath by locking up the door

Unscrewing all these lids just for one more pill
It makes me feel some joy for a little bit

But I guess it's over and they took over
My life is gonna fit into a folder
Burn the leftovers, bury me slower
I could have just gone out bathing with a toaster

I'm running with a spoon so it'll be over soon
Oh, please, boy
You know I want it, boy
Un pop y yo me voy
Pop-pop, dale, bebe, ya lo sabe
Araname los ojos y suelta la llave

And if you think I give a fuck
Well, pequenito, you're out of luck
Every day my life is gonna suck
May as well just get unstuck

You don't comprehend,
It's not a trend,
It's a thoughtful choice I made
I can't bear the weight
So let me fade
Bring on the last betrayal

But I don't really give a fuck boy
If you don't even wanna touch me boy
I'm a vile ugly drop out
Won't you gouge my eyes out?

I can't stand my own reflection
Fugly in every damn direction
Oh won't you take me out
Please, gouge my eyes out

(Pop-pop, pop-pop)