Just a Thought

Apparently you're all that's left on my mind
They don't prepare you for heartbreak
Even the sound of your voice it makes my heart break
And I'm left here with the words that you said
The words that you spoke, you said you meant
But another day has gone by
Left with my thoughts no surprise
Things are silent now
We've become nothing, I guess thats what you wanted
I'm tired no more lies from another guy
It's all worthless to me

Are you even there?
Am I wasting my time?
Cos' my time is always wasted
On someone who can't be trusted
I even dream of your stare
My fingers running through your hair
But it's me that'll get hurt I guarantee
Can't someone guarantee they won't hurt me?

Do you think about me in the slightest?

Cos' I'm up all night
And it's cold and its frightening but I'm alright
One moment it takes, just one moment it takes
For you to answer back
Or acknowledge the fact
I'm missing you, needing you
For you I'll risk it, even if the pain lasts a lifetime

Breaking down slowly
You're on my mind you see
To make time for you but theres no time for me
I guess thats how its got to be
Left awake with my thoughts
All the time it takes
So much time it takes

Have you thought about me in the slightest?
In the slightest?
Oh the slightest?

I'm up all night
It's cold and its frightening but I'm alright
One moment it takes just one moment it takes
For you to answer back
Or acknowledge the fact
I'm missing you, needing you
For you I'll risk it, even if the pain lasts a lifetime

And if you don't want me
I wish I could just rewind
Is there something I could do?
Just tell me what I need to do
Cos I can't take this
I feel myself slippin'
You don't even notice
I just want you to notice
Maybe it's time, maybe it's time to try