More Than Music
This is more than music
Lil't But i want yall to come on a journey with me
This is more than more its the whole truth
This what the devil and smoking dope do
Everybody in your ear trying to coach you
Trying to tell you what you will and what you won't do
Don't tell me to do what I'm suppose to
You don't even know what I go threw
I don't even have a home I can go to
Imagine your parents telling you they don't know you
You couldn't prolly imagine what that feels like
To you its a song to me this is my real life
Start avoiding family because their always whispering
Then you come around them they tell you acting different
Kids growing up and you anit there to witness it
Ready for suicide but to afraid to finish it
Meanwhile courts coming gotta prove your innocent
So called friends only help you if they benefit
Rather be alone because every body judge you
Then your girlfriend telling you that she don't trust you
By yourself feeling like nobody really loves you
Gotta stop the drug use this what the drugs do
Welcome to more than music
Listen addiction is nothing to play with
And I don't wish it upon nobody
I been going threw a hell this last year
Me and everyone in my life because of me
So I'm sorry to the one's i love and I'm thankful for the one's who love me
This is more than music this is all true
Plan to get clean and then the plan fall's threw
Don't trust them so who can i talk to
Bad shape what circle do I belong to
Don't tell me to do what I need to
Just give me support cuz I need you
I wasn't put on the planet just to please you
I'm sorry i got lost in life I didn't mean to
But i bleed to and lately i don't feel worth it
I'm hurting what's my purpose here cuz i been searching
Walking on a tight rope life has been a circus
Asking god for help but i anit certain that he heard it
Climbing out of hell but the devil's got my shoe strings
Gotta quit no lie bee but the truth stings
I got two things i wish that it was two wings
But its just a new shirk and some fucking mood swings
You know most people aren't blessed to have such a powerful movement
Behind them family and friends stick with them threw out
The darkest of times so I'm blessed and I'm thankful that I've had that.
Most of all im thankful for my kids I have the most beautiful
Children in the world and that's enough of a reason to do right right there
But when you got family around you that cares
That's the best high drugs don't even compare
And when you got kids who need you to be there
You gotta fix life prepare to repair
Going threw it will be hard it wont seem fair
Just beware the devil will be in each ear
But you just gotta block the mother fucker out
Ask him who's the sucker now
Cock back and knock the fucker out
Yeah I almost gave up It's been a crazy year man to say the least
I want yall to take this journey and listen to this album
it will give you a little insight on what i been going threw
This is More Than Music