Forever Scarred

I get trippy of them drugs I get insane
Hard times I try forget but I just can't
Fighting through depression
Steady fighting through the pain
Stars in my think I'm going insane
Hope it don't last forever
Hope it don't last forever
I can still see my mom's face(face)
On her deathbed looking so hopeless
Standing by her bed side(Side)
While taking her last breath
These memories seem to hunt me(Hunt me)
Since I can remember
I know everything happens for reason
But God, what I did to deserve this prison
I know I wasn't always a saint, I was born a sinner
But when you talk God I always listen
Going down these memory lanes
My wounds are now again bleeding
Going under no I can't breathe
Got so much pain I need relief
Blood drips when I'm on my knees
When you hurt It's hard to lead(It's hard to lead)
I tried to be perfect
But I always end broken on my sleepless nights
Cause perfection is simply mistakes
Perfected after a million tries.
So how many times do I have to try
I get trippy of them drugs I get insane
Hard times I try forget but I just can't
Fighting through depression
Steady fighting through the pain
Stars in my think I'm going insane
Hope it don't last forever
Hope it don't last forever