Pour Me Up

[Verse 1]
You had me thinking it was all over
You had me dropping all my tears on the floor
You wanted me to try and go sober
But I won't let you force me to do anything
I'm just gon' keep drinking and drinking until it's over
Contemplating until I finally pour it all up
And when I pour this soda into a cup, you'll think it's over
Why are you worrying? It's just some soda
I think I've had enough, I haven't even touched the podium
When I got with you, we weren't even close enough
I'm just gon' keep clicking these bottles and drinking that glass thing
And sure, I'll gladly give you some time to really think

[Chorus]
Unhappy
I'ma pour it all up
You make me feel sad inside
I'ma leave you alone in the studio

[Verse 2]
You had me feeling so unfortunately guilty
You had me thinking it was all over
I can't wait until you're finally all gone
So I can finally be one of them happy clovers
You know our relationship isn't at all perfect
Not even close to one of them rich couples
I can't even blame myself for how stupid you are
I wanna get rid of myself, I'm pouring all the doubles
Egos crashing, narcissistic, in love with yourself
Thinking you don't have any of the flaws, get you some help
But listen right here, right now when I say
"You just lying to yourself, grow a pair of balls, you little baby"
I can't believe that I have to go crazy just for you to understand me
I feel so helpless, I think you don't understand me
Disappointing lies, materializing my future
You weren't there for-there for me, you just wanted to see my future

[Chorus]
Unhappy
I'ma pour it all up
You make me feel sad inside
I'ma leave you alone in the studio