I Hate Pain

This love shit ain't just gon' feel right with no understanding
It's like you got the whole world, but can't take care of your family
It's like everything you do is not enough, life full of damage
Dropped out of school ninth grade, I just couldn't pass, my teachers hatin'
Never went to class, I was still on chases
Runnin' from twelve, ain't goin' nowhere 'cause I got a house arrest bracelet
Knew I was young, so whatever I did, said fuck it put me on probation
Bro taught me everything, how can you leave? We used to shoot dice in the basement
I fault myself 'cause I knew that the niggas was 'round had bad intentions
Actin' like we was in love, but we know we too young to be havin' children
Actin' like you was in love, made me move to New York, got me all in my feelings
I told my mama I love her, I ain't seen my brother Lamar in a minute
I won't change, I hate pain and ain't okay this way
Take it to the grave, while my people grieve and let my family pray

I know my brother babies gon' be straight, they'll never ask for anything or need
I'll get a big house with a lake, I can put cameras in all the trees
I'll get my young niggas trap house jumpin' and fill it with nothin' but weed
I send my baby mama racks every other month and tell her, "Keep all of the change"
I take the pin off this Drac', on the front of this bitch, I'ma add me a blade
I wish there was a button I can press to take me back in the day
I wish there was a button I can press to wash bad memories away

This love shit ain't just gon' feel right with no understanding
It's like you got the whole world, but can't take care of your family
It's like everything you do is not enough, life full of damage
Dropped out of school ninth grade, I just couldn't pass, my teachers hatin'
Never went to class, I was still on chases
Runnin' from twelve, ain't goin' nowhere 'cause I got a house arrest bracelet
Knew I was young, so whatever I did, said fuck it put me on probation
Bro taught me everything, how can you leave? We used to shoot dice in the basement
I fault myself 'cause I knew that the niggas was 'round had bad intentions
Actin' like we was in love, but we know we too young to be havin' children
Actin' like you was in love, made me move to New York, got me all in my feelings
I told my mama I love her, I ain't seen my brother Lamar in a minute
I won't change, I hate pain and ain't okay this way
Take it to the grave, while my people grieve and let my family pray

Soon as you move, you gon' die where you are
We see the opp and we shoot for the stars
Innocent people get hit when niggas that shootin' don't know who they are
You don't just pick up a gun when you lose somebody you love
You 'posed to pick up a gun, protect them from all the above
I'll buy a house just to make sure you straight
You ever run out, you can eat off my plate
And know you with me, life'll always be great

This love shit ain't just gon' feel right with no understanding
It's like you got the whole world, but can't take care of your family
It's like everything you do is not enough, life full of damage
Dropped out of school ninth grade, I just couldn't pass, my teachers hatin'
Never went to class, I was still on chases
Runnin' from twelve, ain't goin' nowhere 'cause I got a house arrest bracelet
Knew I was young, so whatever I did, said fuck it put me on probation
Bro taught me everything, how can you leave? We used to shoot dice in the basement
I fault myself 'cause I knew that the niggas was 'round had bad intentions
Actin' like we was in love, but we know we too young to be havin' children
Actin' like you was in love, made me move to New York, got me all in my feelings
I told my mama I love her, I ain't seen my brother Lamar in a minute
I won't change, I hate pain and ain't okay this way
Take it to the grave, while my people grieve and let my family pray