blueprints 2018

First I part, then I leave, then I stay
Tired of playing all these games
Of a life we call today
First I go, then I come back 'round, aw man
Has my life gone down? Goddamn
If this all was in his plan
I give in, can I have my blueprints?
Yeah, can I have my blueprints?
Yeah, can I have my blueprints?
Yeah, can I have my blueprints?
My blueprints, can I have my blueprints?

Sittin' by the window
Count my dreams in my pillow
Never supposed to be this simple
Never supposed to bе the hero
(What? I don't beliеve it)
I'm an asshole, I know
What do you take me for? Shit, I don't know
What would you say we are?
Let me drown though
What were you waiting for? Don't
Let me down though
Feel like my heart in the middle
It's breaking
Hear it pacing, don't misplace it
Just like the other one, you can't fake it
I'm lost in a Ramadan, I'm just pacing
You gone while I'm at home
I'm just waiting
Was gone at the chance of dawn, I'm just
Was up all night long, I'm barely patient
I guess I had you all wrong
You say you love me (You say you love me)
You say you love me (You say you love me)
You say you trust me (You say you trust me)
You say you trust me (You say you trust me)
It's getting ugly (It's getting ugly)
It's getting ugly (It's getting ugly)
I guess we're nothing
(I guess we're nothing)
I guess we're nothing
(I guess we're nothing)

First I part, then I leave, then I stay
Tired of playing all these games
Of a life we call today
First I go, then I come back 'round, aw man
Has my life gone down? Goddamn
If this all was in his plan
I give in, can I have my blueprints?
Yeah, can I have my blueprints?
Yeah, can I have my blueprints?
Yeah, can I have my blueprints?
My blueprints, can I have my blueprints?

(What? I don't believe it)