​why would i be safe?

[Verse 1]
Resentment builds up like a fluid
Attached but not at the hip
You smile, as if we’re together
But now I'm the one with anger issues

[Chorus]
I’d kill to not feel this way
When i tell you i wanna stop
But my brain shuts down
On the pills you told me not to take
And now im overdosing
Because why would i be safe?

[Verse 2]
I miss the nights up on rooftops
You told me i made the top of your list
But i can’t help but let you down
Got to close and now i can’t control myself
No, i can’t control myself

[Chorus]
I’d kill to not feel this way
When i tell you i wanna stop
But my brain shuts down
On the pills you told me not to take
And now im overdosing
Because why would i be safe?

[Bridge]
Chasing the moment
Even though it’s gone
Supress all my callings
I think that it’s finally dawned
Hard work and labor
Clean the top shelf
Can’t take care of myself
Guess thats one more job for you to do
Hide my face in public
So nobody knows why im bitter and how my hearts gone cold

[Verse 3]
Nothing but shattering pains
Why can’t i make this go away
Guess you’re not around to make it okay

[Outro: Chorus + Bridge Overlapping]
I’d kill to not feel this way
When i tell you i wanna stop
But my brain shuts down
On the pills you told me not to take
And now im overdosing
Because why would i be safe?
So nobody knows why im bitter and how my hearts gone cold