Lose Myself

Ya I'm on a whole another planet
Driving to nowhere ya I'm feelin stranded
Ya this not how I planned it
Got the 240 you know that I slammed it
Hop off the plane I just landed
I got exotics ya they tried to ban it
Wide body car it expanded
Ain't no electric the gas will command it
Ya She wanna know where will I go
I gotta run cause I'm catching the show
I'm getting bored gotta switch up the flow
Walk in the store and I'm buying some more
I spend my money wherever we go
Middle of summer but I copped a coat
Ya just copped some new clothes
They gon look nice with the lows uh ya
I'm throwing money it look confetti
She tried to talk to me I wasn't ready
All these accessories they getting heavy
She ask how much I got I said I got many
It's 2am on the road it's just me
My car so low scratch the paint underneath
I got my girl beside me in the seat
But then I wake up it was all just a dream
Don't got no exes but I'm still flexin
Do this again until I reach perfection
Do it for us I rent out a section
If they talk down ima teach em a lesson
I got these tears all on my denim
Whip is all black it look like venom
They switching up I can't defend them
When I get checks you know that I spend them
I'm giving up on love
I'm missing a piece of us
I'm tempted for these drugs
I'm callin to God above
I feel like I'm not doing enough
I feel like I'm not doing enough
So I pray to God every night cause I'm numb
I asked him to save me cause I've had enough
Ya Ya Ya Ya
I keep my checks in a safe
I don't trust no one today
Ya we surfin on a train
Ya we sittin in the rain
Ya I been getting paid
Now she said she wanna stay
Baby it don't work that way
So just please stay out my face uh
Wait
think I need a break
I am not ok
I am filled with pain
really need to change
Every nights the same
miss her more than I say
Feelin hopeless everyday
Hate myself in every way
Anyway
I want to say that I'm feeling great
I'm working on myself improving my fate
I'm getting more confidence upping my traits
Ya I've never been on a date
So I got self doubt got me feeling irate
Wanna find the right girl so I'll wait
But right now I'll focus and concentrate
I don't know who's myself
I might just lose myself ya
I don't know who's myself
I might just lose myself
I don't know who's myself
I might just lose myself
I don't know who's myself
I might just lose myself
I don't know who's myself
I might just lose myself ya
I don't know who's myself
I might just lose myself
I don't know who's myself
I might just lose myself
I don't know who's myself
I might just lose myself