Catharsis

I know this is not what you deserve
The mess that I'm in feels like im cursed
The words that I've said, I know it hurts
And hiding the truth just made things worse
Believe me now, I will make this go on
I promise I'll work on all the shit that feels wrong
I know deep down, you are where I belong
And if you're in doubt, let me sing you this song
I know this is not what you deserve
All I want is the best but all I say is the worst
Will no longer suppress what I feel in my chest
Stop emulating the past and put these memories to rest
Let's blossom out with no one else in between
Can you hear my fears shout? I can feel my fears scream
Looking into their eyes, no more afraid what I see
Cause I don't need to get back, what's been ripped out of me
I'm facing my fears
It's haunting me
But the person who haunts me is not you
It's myself
The rift is not between us
It's inside of me
This is my catharsis
I know this is not what you deserve
The mess that I'm in feels like im cursed
The words that I've said, I know it hurts
And hiding the truth just made things worse
Believe me now, I will make this go on
I promise I'll work on all the shit that feels wrong
I know deep down, you are where I belong
And if you're in doubt, let me sing you this song
I know this is not what you deserve
All I want is the best but all I say is the worst
Will no longer suppress what I feel in my chest
Stop emulating the past and put these memories to rest
Let's blossom out with no one else in between
Can you hear my fears shout? I can feel my fears scream
Looking into their eyes, no more afraid what I see
Cause I don't need to get back, what's been ripped out of me
What's been ripped out of me