Lost at Home

Constant pressure every day
Takes all my strength not to walk away
As the days go by, I don't care at all
It's like the undertow pulled me out with the tide
How can you save yourself from drowning in your pride?

And I'm feeling like I am lost at home
Feeling like I haven't been blown away
By a single day that I'm all alone
Maybe that's just life? that's what they say

Things I love always leaving me
Got one hand holding on to who I used to be
It seems that days go by and I'm not moving at all
Guess I'd be happy if I find a way I could change
this path I'm on but sometimes it's easier to stay

And I'm feeling like I am lost at home
Feeling like I haven't been blown away
By a single day that I'm all alone
Maybe that's just life? that's what they say

The push and pull between the past and right now
is a tug of war between my heart and mind
My comfort zone's been feeling like a prison again
and I think I might have lost the war this time
So I surrender