story of my life

Psyche filling my head with things and those things be feeling like death
Live to see those things I've seen an it'll make you feel like you dead
I just try an hold it down she smell the liquor all on my breath
Highs and lows but the lows are highs when you live the life that I tread
Highs and lows
Bottles hide the woes
Feelings come and go but I feel the same and I'm feeling cold
This shit getting old
I might overdose
Cuz all these feelings make me numb and I'm so fucking over those
Story of my life
Never get shit right
Run away jus to stay awake hope I fade away at night
Damn it all I've tried
Fuck it all I've cried
I tell myself it keep getting better but I need a better fucking lie
Self reflecting I'm so over it
Bend her over to get over it
Told myself I was ok in September than two more Octobers hit
Tried being as sober as sober get
Tried seeing myself in the lowest shit
Tried anything that I could think of and all that shit just made me cold again
Repeat
Eat sleep
Be me
You'll see
That time
Moves slow and its all agony yeah
Deep end
I thrive
Surrounded by these eyes
They joke
And lie
Placing bets just gambling with my life woah
Just gambling with my life no
How I just see the time go
Is everything alright no
Cuz life feels like a slideshow
Highs and lows
Bottles hide the woes
Feelings come and go but I feel the same and I'm feeling cold
This shit getting old
I might overdose
Cuz all these feelings make me numb and I'm so fucking over those
Story of my life
Never get shit right
Run away jus to stay awake hope I fade away at night
Damn it all I've tried
Fuck it all I've cried
I tell myself it keep getting better but I need a better fucking lie
Story of my life
Never get shit right
Run away jus to stay awake hope I fade away at night
Damn it all I've tried
Fuck it all I've cried
I tell myself it keep getting better but I need a better fucking lie