Christmas Downfall

It's alway `bout the presents
I hate the people present
You know I miss you so I cannot feel it being pleasant
Every Year again I'm looking up to my ascend
I cannot choose though where and when I will go up in devils hands
It's Christmas
I'm listening
Looking around, people gifting
Us kissing, lights around us
It's called my Christmas Downfall
Seven days until new year
Anxious that I might get fears
Chances of a whole career
Last year was a mess and now I'm here
It's gonna be a new beginning of a chapter in my life
Give me luck for Christmas so i will survive
It's Christmas
I'm listening
Looking around, people gifting
Us kissing, lights around us
It's called my Christmas Downfall
It's called my Christmas Downfall
It's called my Christmas Downfall
Us kissing, lights around us
Cause it's called my Christmas Downfall
It's called my Christmas Downfall
It's called my Christmas Downfall
Us kissing, lights around us
Cause it's called my Christmas Downfall
It's Christmas
I'm listening
Looking around, people gifting
Us kissing, lights around us
It's called my Christmas Downfall
It's Christmas
I'm listening (looking around, people gifting)
(Us kissing)
Lights around us
(It's called my)
Christmas Downfall