I Need a Change

[Chorus]
I need a change, yeah, this time I need a change
No one will love like I do but you'll never understand
I gave heart, gave my all but you just destroyed my soul
Everyday checking my phone, low-key feel bad for last months
I'm still losing time and I'm stuck in the same place
Before I say fuck love please explain me why I fell
I believed that you fell too, now I don't know what's the truth
Am I living, I don't know but what's love this time I knew

[Verse 1]
I was chasing dreams and chasing the stars for you
Now demons are haunting me, I should fight but for whom?
I get high but for what? Want get by, not this time
I don’t feel like I’m alive, more like I’m going to die
Cause I can’t breathe, I can’t see, my life is just fading
White pills, fuck I take it, I feel pain, I can’t erase it
You made me feel so special and you changed my goddamn life
But it all was just a fake, you just hit me with bye, bye
We’ll never see again or maybe on the other side
‘Member until I’m alive we’re looking at the same stars
If you see a shooting one don’t make a wish cause it’s not working
I once wished for true love but it turned out you don’t love me

[Pre-Chorus]
I got wake-up call but can’t wake up without love
I was always at my highest but now need to be above
Gotta change or I will die, fight in unwinnable fight
Prolly I’ll miss you forever, there’s no hope for a better life

[Chorus]
I need a change, yeah, this time I need a change
No one will love like I do but you'll never understand
I gave heart, gave my all but you just destroyed my soul
Everyday checking my phone, low-key feel bad for last months
I'm still losing time and I'm stuck in the same place
Before I say fuck love please explain me why I fell
I believed that you fell too, now I don't know what's the truth
Am I living, I don't know but what's love this time I knew

[Verse 2]
I’m numbing all my feelings with the pills and with the lean
What the fuck is going on, in my mind, I’m not here
I can’t be the person I was in the past
Where are people that can love? I wonder if I’m the last
Maybe I should be a narcissist, maybe I should be a toxic
Make big money and tell lies, then all the girls would love me
Don’t know what's wrong with the world, don’t know what is wrong with you
I know what is wrong with me, I gave you all, I’m a fool
My trauma is getting bigger, heartbreak is a serial killer
I won’t be one of the victims until I’m breaking my liver
Until I hear sound of “pop” and I’m pouring my cup full
I can still pretend that I can live without you

[Pre-Chorus]
I got wake-up call but can’t wake up without love
I was always at my highest but now need to be above
Gotta change or I will die, fight in unwinnable fight
Prolly I’ll miss you forever, there’s no hope for a better life

[Chorus]
I need a change, yeah, this time I need a change
No one will love like I do but you'll never understand
I gave heart, gave my all but you just destroyed my soul
Everyday checking my phone, low-key feel bad for last months
I'm still losing time and I'm stuck in the same place
Before I say fuck love please explain me why I fell
I believed that you fell too, now I don't know what's the truth
Am I living, I don't know but what's love this time I knew