Insecurities

Now I don't wanna waste your time
I just had to let ya know
That you been looking real fine
I been peeping you for a while
And you beauty so Devine
But I ain't even gonna waste your time
With a pickup line
Talking bout "how ya should be mine"
Cuz I ain't playing with your time girl
I'm not trying waste it
I know you like a certain type of n**** and
I ain't it
I know you got a certain type of n****
On your mind
And I could take guess and say
That I am not that guy
Even if try
The things that you would like
I can't provide
You want a n**** in the field
Not sitting on the side
You want a n**** who is honest
Not on swimming/drowning in his lies
You want a n**** with an ego
Not one damaging his pride
You want somebody that can move on
And can put they past behind em
Not someone always has that s***
Sitting right besides them
Like I said the things that you want I cannot provide them

You want a n**** with confidence
I'm not that
You want a n**** that's active
I'm not that
You want a n**** with energy
I'm not that
You want a n**** with charisma
I'm not that
You wanna n**** wisdom
I'm not that
You want a n**** with visions
I'm not that
You want someone that I'll never be
I got that
But if I put a mask on I could be all that

I'm Distracted by your presence
I can't focus see
I've been Craving your attention
Please just notice me
I Can't be myself around you and
It worries me
Lately I've been hiding
behind all my insecurities
I've been rushing for your love
I'm in a hurry see
Your affect on my life has
Low key been hurting me
I think your love is like a fire and
It's burning me
But you not involved in my life
That just don't work for me

[Bridge]
What would happen if I was to put this mask on
What would happen if I was to put this mask on
What if I could be
Everything that you asked for
What if I could be everything
That you ask for
What would happen if I was to put this mask on
What would happen if I was to put this mask on
What if I could be
Everything that you asked for
What if I could be everything that ya
Look
I've noticed all the type of different n**** you been peeping
And what if I was
Everything you wanted and
Everything that you needed
What I believed in everything
That you also believed in
Would I be one of the n**** that
You consider seeing
Would I be one of the n**** that's keeping your interest peeking
What if I put this mask on
And kept all my flaws a secret

I'll give you all my attention
I'll let you make my decisions
I could
Be anything that you need to be
I could let you think that I'm perfect
But reality is I'm worthless
I'm insecure and I'm hurting
But I can't let that effect my image
And how you see me
And however else you perceive me
I'm hoping that it ain't easy to see
That I'm a fraud
Keep telling you that I'm perfect
But i got flaws
Oh god
I'm actually not what you think I am at all
I lack confidence
Not honest in the slightest
Honestly I'm constantly just lying
Got energy I hide behind my shyness
So much flaws but id just rather hide it
Truth is that I hope you never find it
Never been myself I wear disguises
Honestly i don't know why I'm like this
Maybe because lately I've noticed

You want a n**** with confidence
You want a n**** that's active
I'm not that
You want a n**** with energy
I'm not that
You want a n**** with charisma
I'm not that
You wanna n**** wisdom
I'm not that
You want a n**** with visions
I'm not that
You want someone that I'll never be
I got that
But if I put a mask on I could be all that

I'm Distracted by your presence
I can't focus see
I've been Craving your attention
Please just notice me
I Can't be myself around you and
It worries me
Lately I've been hiding
behind all my insecurities
I've been rushing for your love
I'm in a hurry see
Your affect on my life has
Low key been hurting me
I think your love is like a fire and
It's burning me
But you not involved in my life
That just don't work for me

What would happen if I was to put this mask on
What would happen if I was to put this mask on
What if I could be
Everything that you asked for
What if I could be everything
That you ask for
What would happen if I was to put this mask on
What would happen if I was to put this mask on
What if I could be
Everything that you asked for
What if I could be everything
You want a n**** with confidence
You want a n**** that's active
I'm not that
I'm not that
You want a n**** with energy
I'm not that
You want a n**** with charisma
I'm not that
You wanna n**** wisdom
I'm not that
You want a n**** with visions
I'm not that
You want someone that I'll never be
I got that
But if I put a mask on I could be all that