I Made My Mind Up

It's like right now, I have no hope for a life on this earth uh, uh, uh
It's at times like now, I got no faith, no hope for us
It's the same every time, another one down, no crime
I wish you could hear me when I'm alone, I'm so lonely, oh
Does anyone hear me? Or do you just wish I would quiet and not speak about it anymore?
I'll never give up
For you
And if I speak up
What will it do to me and you?
I'm so gone, I'm so tired, I'm so done
I gotta speak up, cos no one else is gonna
I gotta make my mind up, oh yeah, I gotta
And this is all I got
It's my voice, yeah my voice from God
You may think after what I do in the bedroom I don't believe
Hunny, hunny, I think he'd love me anyway
Rather than just spreading hate like you are
Gotta, I made my mind up, oh I gotta